Euphoria

I don't understand what is going on with me. I feel a complete inability to feel anything of a less than happy nature. I mean, it is not like I want to be sad or angry or anything like that, but that lack of being even capable of it seems to be a bit worrisome. Pain is how we know where we are inside ourselves. It gauges us. Maybe I feel none of that because I am so enthralled with being where I am. I really am happy here. I've never been so happy. I think the euphoria has ensnared me. I can't say I don't like it but I know that when the euphoric state deadens some, everything else will crash down upon me again. I think this is the calm before a storm. God, what are you doing?